Hey you Queeing 🙂
If you have twitter and you just like the rest of us, the insomniac twitter, you will notice that everyday after midnight – chestie hour begins. For those who don’t know, chesties means reminiscing over an ex lover, crush or whatever situation-ship you had with a significant other. We’ve all been through this or if not your day is coming boo, ain’t nobody dodging this bullet babes :D.
Here’s a story about a guy who fell in love with a res girl after 3 months of dating. Anything he felt after that three months was ‘whipped’…
You remember that day when you thought you shared the same sentiments with that one girl that you couldn’t even stop thinking about? Everything was about her. She made you feel special, wanted and appreciated. She showered you with gifts, money and trips – you basically felt like a god. You literally gave up your trifling (busy with multiple partners) ways and committed yourself to her? At some point you were even convinced that you are in love, lol smh. Maybe you were but just a little in love with the idea of being with them because of the benefits. Yes she did have an awesome personality, she was a nice yellow bone with queen twerk’s body. Her smile was gorgeous. Nothing else mattered but her. Seeing their name pop up on your screen made you smile in the middle of a funeral. Jokes but you do get what i mean right. A text from them brightened up your entire day. Your friends hardly saw you because you were always with this person, without them next to you; you felt incomplete. They gave you a feeling that you never thought your heart’s capacity could handle. You were alive when with them. Besides the fact that you only knew very little about her and trusted everything she told you; she was just the queen of your heart. Ok whatever..! Next thing you know your heart is dead over a text that reads: ‘Listen Mthoko you really are a good guy and i think you deserve better. I have found someone else and i am really happy with them. Do yourself a favor and move on. I am changing my number so you wont be able to reach me. I already moved out of res, i got an apartment so my address also changed. Don’t ask about me, don’t look for me, don’t even google my name. I blocked you off every social network so there’s no chance of you finding me. God bless you, BYE’.
You start doing some maths in your head, calculating how everything moved from zero to a hundred real quick. Just last week she took you to the Grand and showed you some booty. A month ago you guys went on a fully paid baecation in Zanzibar and you were just so dam in love to even ask where she got the money. Or maybe you believed her when she said she won the tickets on some online competition, yeah right. You don’t even have a job but you never needed anything from nobody because for the past 4 months she’s been paying for your apartment, ubering you around, buying you clothes – man your lazy ass got lazier. You even had bae allowance from a 3rd year res student; HOW THOU? Anyways you didn’t care coz when she told you that her trust fund money iphumile, you smelt money notes and smiled on. Trust fund where ebuya emakhaya ase natali? Awubuzi wena, you just happy that you being blessed. Moving right along, your chesties began baba. It’s late for you. What are you going to tell your friends when you know all they gonna say is ‘We did tell you though that your girlfriend is shady aff’… Who’s going to be paying your rent? The trips, dinner dates, expensive clothes and and and? You doomed bbz.
Next thing you know there’s this emotional pain in your heart you’d swear someone is piercing your heart with a sharp okapi but the twist is that awufi (you don’t die). At some point you even make peace with death nje because you tired of this pain that you don’t even know when it’s gonna go away. What most of us do ke in such situations, we resort to nake (alcohol). That’s where we all just walk into a boiling volcano head first, no worries or f*<k$ given, we just defeated. There’s just this thing man about nake that activates tears that God reserved for funerals, your wedding day or when you have your first child. My guy you can legit fill up Nile river with chesties tears. Out of nowhere mid-groove (at a party) you break down and cry. BATHONG..! The DJ is just playing Drunk In Love. It just happened that you and your ex loved this song so much, whenever it came on – yall danced to it together. You guys even came up with a routine, how cute. Mid-groove wena you crying and doing the routine. Your senses eventually come back, you wipe off those childish tears and carry on with the turn up. You convince yourself that it’s probably because you getting sober. You reach for that tequila bottle on the table and down it. Your evil mates just look at you with that ‘You’re f*<cked look’. They don’t even stop you ke, little devils. At this rate you don’t even want to leave the club. You are deep within groove man. Now it’s way past 3:00am, the mood in the club changes. The DJ drops Drake, any Drake song for that matter but because ke nguDrake you break down and cry. Hao my guy? Your friends then rush you to the car, you cry the whole trip to hell. They ask you where you sleeping tonight, you give them your Ex’s location. They all shout NO but because chestie power too strong – you open the door of the moving car and attempt jumping out. The shock on their face is unimaginable. They somar take you there and leave you at her door step.
Obviously you did your research way better than the SAPS and found her whereabouts. I mean, who lets go of such blessings..? At least an explanation ke or something.
Now what..? It’s past 4:00am, she is probably sleeping or enjoying some morning glory, awazi but awunendaba, you go on and knock anyways. You hear their foot steps walking towards the door, you wipe your tears and try pulling yourself together, you don’t wanna seem drunk phela. They are half asleep, moody AFF. Tsiiiiii… That’s the door slowly opening. Their face at that moment, priceless. “Hao Mthoko kwenze njani ekseni kangaka? Ufunani?” She asks. “Yabona wena Nontombi Zikalala awungiboni. How you gonna leave me for that old ass faggot nigga of yours? He is not even handsome. What is it with him? I thought we had something special.!” You ask with so much anger man like you been waiting for this moment. The gangster in you is working over time at this point, hyped up by the alcohol. At this point you expecting two answers: either she feels for you and consoles you or kicks you to the curb. The b*#$h in her tells her that ukujwayela kabi lo. He’s gonna wake you up at this time and tells you a bunch of rubbish, tell him S#!t..! “We Mthoko!” she starts, “okokuqala nje uwena umuntu ongena mali, you the broke one and for your info, that ROLEX watch you wearing i bought it with his money”. At that moment you look at that watch on your wrist, you not only thinking about the moment she happily gave it to you. Man that smile on her face convinced you that she’s whipped and will never think twice about you. You look at her straight in the eye ball – your anger is fuming. You want to rearrange her face but at the same time you thinking about the number of years you gonna spend in jail. You instead take it off and throw it on the wall. DUMB nigga, why the hell would you do that..? Keep that thing and sell it, IDZIOT..! The 2% of your ego that’s left twerks out and protects your manhood. “I always knew you a little h*e. How the hell you gonna look me in the eye and tell me that you love me, next thing you dump me like i never made you orgasm? My friends were right about you, you shady aff, Mthoko clapsback. She chuckles.. If you know whats good for you, RUN..! “Oh no boo don’t get it twisted”, she goes again. You know very well that when a girl chuckles, whatever is coming after that is poisonous. You knew that you had to stop her right there and then because your drunk self couldn’t help you run. But instead you choose to man up and juta yourself that you going to take whatever comes like a man. “You were just another nigga on the hit list”, she continues. “And just so we get this out the way, your D game too short for me to even imagine coming. I faked all of that orgasm coz i didn’t want to bruise your ego, clearly awunaye udanki.! I fed your a$$, paid for your apartment and did everything for you. What weak man are you..? All you cared about was what i was doing for you and never cared about me. I got tired of febenzing for the both of us. So PLEASE Fokofa la kwami and never come back ok. BYE! *Shuts the door on your face*.
You do know that ntsiiiiii sound in your ears after the club due to the loud music. That’s all that’s ringing in your head right now.
At this point you don’t know what time it is coz your dumb ass threw a whole ROLEX watch on the wall. You are drunk out of your mind, lost your phone in the club, the only numbers you memorized are hers, which don’t work no more, the police emergency line, your mom’s number and yours. You left your wallet in your friends car so awuna mali kuwe. You in North gate and your apartment is in Sandton. It’s a Sunday morning, the sun is rising. Omama bomthandazo baya esontweni. Instead of getting sober ingathi you getting drunker. It’s cold aff, tears just keep on rolling down your eyes. Not only are you thinking about those dustbin penis enlargement ads you used to see in town – that ‘just condomise’ ad from back in the day is playing in your head. Phela you used to jump in raw. At this moment you and God are best friends. You pleading with him to forgive you. “Ahh bruhh God i swear angeke ngiphinde ngidle ingane raw. From now on i will always use the dome. Just one last chance..! Shem, isi arum seNkosi. You see a bunch of people jogging past you. You start your jog to Sandton.
To be continued…